can i stop believing what you said is for me? i guess just like before it's for someone you know which definitely not me.. dear heart.. i can't hope on it anymore.. so stay strong..

why put myself in so much trouble when i can escape from it? i'm hurting my own self.. why?? silly my falling to some people who exactly differ than me.. too many contrast... i can't live with this for ever... maybe should try to except someone who really want me to be in their life..

now feel like wanna run.. can somebody let me free??

tell the world i'm going to leave... yess definitely... and when i come back.. this feeling won't be here anymore...

dream.. dream.. i can't no longer hold him.. will you let him fade?? why do i did this??

if i just leave this from the very beginning.. maybe i won't hurt like this... why do i even think of doing it again??? silly me... i'm so silly!!!!

i gave my loyal to some people who don't even care about it.. what a ridiculous of me.. i can't believe myself either.. what a foolishness .. my heart hurt so much.. really really hurt..

hhmm this feeling.. maybe i should just admit that i don't have the courage to love.. so i only have the ability to admire... so we let it stay that way.. i'll will left it t hat way..

sometime it's just my mind that think too much and cause a problem which didn't even exist.. why did i go that far? Reply

sometimes running away would be the best choice when you no longer have a solution.. maybe this would be the best.. coz i know no one would care.. hhmm it's just me with my own problems.. so welcome me back.. i'll be updating this regularly..